If you had to ask me, what i dream of becoming.. i would tell you so many different things depending on the phase i would be in , age or emotional state I'm in.
If you had to ask me, did you ever live...I would answer.. Hell yeah! Done most of the crazy things one can think of..
Stepping out in faith.. I would probably say yes i did it many times... but to be honest i can count them on my hands the times when i really took the step out in faith..
One thing God has always tested me about is my studies.. i have always fooled myself about studying claiming i spent hours studying or days but when in reality i probably either i did jack or only spent only a couple of minutes before i was back online chatting. So i ask for my friends forgiveness for the times i lied about studying!
A very good friend of mine this week challenged me to take my studies seriously.
And lately I've been taking what i do in life more seriously.. Maybe because I'm growing up i don't know. I quite smoking, learning to save money a bit( this is still a work in progress) , learning to eat healthily and becoming fit again and like.. after what my friend told me im like why the heck cant i do what God wants me to do and study seriously!
so for the past 3 days I've been studying ta vera! I had to take a decision vera cos like i cant manage to study for my a levels but this may i want my maltese o level!
So I'm gonna give it my all.
And I dream of tomorrow! I dream that one day if I'll ever be blessed with Kids they would say my daddy did all he could! He tried , and done what was required of him.. And i dream that tomorrow others would see Christ in me, through my struggles in doing my duties, in my failures by rising up and trying again !
And i live today to give glory to my God... I live today so that i can dream! I live now to see the kingdom come :D
Here is a link my very good friends myspace... http://www.myspace.com/alexnifong
Alex's such a great guy thought me much in the few weeks he visited Malta! Missing you bruv!
Been listening to his song called Come to London..
London.. yes this is one of my dreams.. such a beautiful city, filled with so many faces that have a name an identity but amongst its confusion you would still be alone.
I dream that one day id be able to live there and if God told me to step out in faith and go live there i soooo WOULD leave everything and go hehe..
But duties before personal desires and for now ill study and get that Maltese o level! well see where ill end up.. I'll Live Today
Signing off with one of my all time favourites.. when i feel lost and down the intro riff to this song always plays in my head.. and helps me connect with God haha :)
Blessings
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amen ben!! ejja ha ggibu!! if u need any notes esp for literature i hv gd ones...although the syllabus may hv changed slightly.
blessings xx
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