What i pray for..

As i grow older my willingness to be all out for God deminishes.. Why am i scared to go were you send me oh Lord? Why am i so afraid?
Maybe because i grow older i realise that i want to settle down, build my own future and my own home sweet home? Maybe because i started to think the same the world does, grow p find a job buy a house get married and have kids?
Is that what i am really called to?
I want my enthusiam back, I want to plan trips and go round the world helping the last the least and the lost, seeing other churchs being planted and growing. That is really Me , A witness to Jesus love! A harvester! A fisher of men!
Thats what we are all called to be in our own little ways!

This post was written for myself i needed to see it written and shouted out aloud, But i I challenge you to think of that too, are you conforming to the patterns of this world
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I pray for enthusiasm and courage, that the spirit of God will be always tangibley present in us, even if we dont feel him we can see him work. I pray that we never give up on sharing our faith with Others, and pray that when we get demoralised we do not get carried away by the world!

Im trying to plan a trip for next winter to England, I want to visit a couple of churchs and insititutions and see how they operate in spreading the news.. anyone got some good churchs in mind please leave a comment or if anyone is willing to join me in my little adventure :)