why

Why is it so hard to show your people that living for you is so full filling.. why does my soul cry out to you and i hear no response? yet i know and believe that you are working , your healing , your freeing people from their chains yet i see nothing happening.. I believe oh God in you that you are my strength even though it seems like my world its toppling over , friends i cannot recognise any more.. You are all that i Want you are all I Need

life..

Where am i? space and time! materialistic things consume my world.. but were do i stand? where is the true meaning of life? i Know my God knows best.. trough the hard moments when everythings going wrong he stands still.. he is my rock even if the world is going in the opposite direction i pray for his holy grace and mercy to keep running towards the cross.. i will be safe in his arms..

lately ive been seeing so many people change i barely recognise some of my friends anymore .. some have become stronger because of the troubles in their lives some just remained the same but some have gone worse.. how can i be a witness of his holy love to my dearest friends? will they understand that it is just a continuous struggle to follow you? i am no saint i struggle its like i have to remind myself every second that Jesus lives in me.. i pray show me how to witness you love to them and i pray build them stronger trough my friends difficult moments.. and even renew faith's and plant seeds in those friends who still havent had the chance to experience you !

God said the harvest is big but there arent many workers.. friends of God lets really fish for men by witnessing by showing them that theres forgivness in jesus and nothing will every stop him from loving us!.. we are free for he has paid it all!

my heart is filled <3

i wanted to run away i didnt want God's love cos i felt too much like rubbish for God to love me.. but my heart cried out to God and my mind had to settle down to the idea that i as Ben totally need his love..

how could i run away from the source of love.. i tried running away from sin but the chain kept pulling me back.. so i started running away from God instead.. but his healing set me free.. his death broke the chains of all sin in my life..

and in me there is the Spirit of God which enables me to proclaim God as the alpha and the omega, the begining and the end, the creator of heaven and earth, my salvation, true love, eternal Grace, and unfailing lover of human kind! This is the God i will worship.. the God that loves me no matter what ive done, passed trough he is my all!

WASAL FLAHHAR!!

BIG CONGRATS TO STEVE AND BECKY!! what a beautiful son man.. iz zghir fesud taghan se jkun :D :D hes so cute... the first y4j baby :P

adni innocenti?

Well been told that i might still be innocent in the way i think..I take it too much for granted that people will always do their best and always act justly...
well i believe i should think like that myself he called us to be like kids.. we trust in the father without thinking of consequences.. but were will it take me?teased cos im a Jesus boy (which i dont mind) or in a place where i will not know were i stand?
very much confused thoughts hehe and if you fellow bloggers and readers know whats going on in my head youd say AHHHHHHH .. i dont want to change the way i think , to a certain extent i like thinking that everyone does everything for the best of others.. if not i think id turn into a pesimistic chap whic always moans and grumbles

RUN

was rewatching this video i posted a month ago.. and it just really convicted me to stand up and run.. run towards the truth and stop sitting down relaxed.. this is a battle a battle for souls and just liek leana said this might be the last day we will be able to praise Jesus.. so lets run away from anything that is not of our fathers kingdom and fight the just war... the war of love against all evil...
RUN towards Jesus

great words

This guy speaks about his new album, listen to it he does a small bible study which really touched my heart.. enjoy :)