Dear Friends,
Ive been away, 4 days cut off from all that is home! And it felt AWESOME! For once i was a nobody. i was lost in a sea of faces just like the song of Kutless. Here im a someone. Im Ben the sound man of Y4J the big tall guy who drives a van.. i have an identity, a family, friends and a job.
But who am i? or rather who am i meant to be? Its a question which i ask myself constantly... who is Ben.. and yet i have no answer
I learnt to love myself as God has made me with all my "diffetti" and all but what is He making me into?
In London, the place really didnt impress me, its only stone, bricks and years of history.. ok it was nice.. but the poor sleeping outside in the rain and cold.. what about those?
Is it fair?
I dont care if i become rich, have a steady job or a family if there are millions who still sleep outside, and all we do is pass by them and forget them..
I was thinking today about most of the young guys at y4j, how ive seen them grow in the past few year into real Men of God.
Will we just walk by the broken? will these men do something? are we willing to be change? Ready to give it all up for the kingdom?
One thing which impressed me at the concert was this:
During one of the songs i cant remember which a guy (a) stood on his friend (b) shoulder and sang along cheering the crowd and really into it. Martin Smith was like :O ... But what impressed me was that B was giving A the glory role by submitting for his friend and serving him in carrying....
Imagine if we know someone who we know God has called him to be a preacher ezempju... do we pray for him,support him and give them all they need, Just for him to do what God has called him to do?
Are we willing to die to ourselves so that others can rise trough our suffering?
Christians= Christ like..
ILLL kemm hi kbira dik il kelma... before boasting your a christian look at yourself and see if what your doing is uplifting others or yourself...
Attenti! no easy task!
Blessings